Sunday 31 October 2021

On the Temple

 

I’ve seen a warehouse when the consignment has shipped: swept bare, not a nail or speck of dust remains. If the body is a temple, as the Apostle says, so also the body’s mind.  You don’t allow heaps of rubbish lying around a temple, so less the body and even less the mind.

Piles of procrastination. Hoards of hurts. Caches of comparisons. Operas of offence. Bales of brawls and dramatic cavorting. Menageries of judgement. Cellars of self-congratulation.

Illness and mourning shock the body whether you’re consciously aware or not: energy leaks away like water. Change the stowage. Find chapels of healing; encompassed griefs; cloistered regrets swathed in prayers of humility.

What to bring to this space once you’ve removed the lumber? Trousseaux of thankfulness, gardens of good will, coffers of kindness. Pure intentions. Troves of tender regard. Gatherings of flowers, scripture, literature, art. Music, language of angels. Vast stores of memories. Many things are quicker to dismantle than build up. That accounts for gallons of slowness and tonnes of patience. Treasuries of mercy and lovingkindness.

‘We cannot know what God is, but rather what God is not’. Remotion, not names. No nail nor speck of dust remains.

Friday 1 October 2021

On Mistakes

 

You only get one chance with most things, so you might as well enter into the field of your mistakes. Mistakes are your loyal friend; they will never leave you.

Some mistakes are long-lasting. It actually takes a long time to commit them. A thesis written on the wrong topic; a dream job becomes a nightmare; a cult fails to deliver your salvation. Some mistakes can’t be avoided: you can’t take everything. (A mistake is not a take). You may miss a take due to standing where you are, or to what has standing here and there. And the unmistaken life doesn’t last. Always new realms of mistakes to be explored. Mistake upon mistake compounds understanding.

Then you might remember the mistakes of others. Bearing grudges for half a lifetime over a hasty word, yourself a different person then. Twin mistakes, born at the same time. Forgiving as an act of the will; forgetting harder still. (A mistake is not a crime).

Then the mistake of taking yourself seriously; you’re often more comedy than drama. When others mistake you, “ya gotta love ‘em”. You think you’re better than them? Not so. When you make mistakes, you gotta love you, too.